Hell yeah - I'm in emo/angst/whatever you call it mood

Why? I've decided to write a serious Hetalia fanfic. I should read Wikipedia articles about the historical events which I want to describe, but instead of that I made a Winamp playlist with the songs that IMHO suit to the characters and the events. Then I've started listening to these songs ("I'm not lazy, I just have to be in a proper mood to write this fic") and trying to identify with the characters' feelings.

In this playlist there are 132 songs (yeah, I had the time for chosing them all) - I've listened already to 109 of them (some of them were played several times, cause I like them very much) and my thoughts are now kind a pessimistic ("There is a hidden psycho in every human being", "War is awful", "Life is unjust", "Nobody loves noone" ). Nothing's strange in it - most of these songs are about hatred, mutiny, sadness, grief, incomprehension and/ore unrequited/toxic love. When you add to that historical events (and you are very sensitive person), you'll certainly be in unhappy mood ;>

I haven't started the fic, I don't know how to begin it ore what concretely I'll be writing, but well, I'm in a proper mood ("Where's my axe?") Well, I'm just hypersensitive


Anyway, I keep on listening to these songs:

30 Seconds to Mars – The Kill
Aerosmith – Dream On
Alanis Morissette – Uninvited
Alexander Rybak – Fairytale (the most depressing song on this list )
Alice Cooper – Poison
Anastacia – Left Outside Alone; Sick and Tired
Ania Dąbrowska – Tego chciałam
Archive – Again
Audioslave – Shadow of the Sun
Avril Lavigne – Don’t Tell Me; Forgotten; Losing Grip
Banda i Wanda – Nie będę Julią
Beyonce – Broken-Hearted Girl; If I Were a Boy; Listen
Blind Guardian – Bright Eyes; Harvest of Sorrow; When Sorrow Sang
Blink 182 – Always
Blue – Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word
Breakout – Gdybyś kochał, hej
Celine Dion – It’s All Coming Back to Me Now
Children of Bodom – In Your Face
Christina Aguilera – Fighter
Chylińska – Winna
Deftones – Change
Dido – White Flag
Eirikur Hauksson – Valentine’s Lost
Evanescence – Call Me When You’re Sober; Everybody’s Fool; Going Under; Haunted; Imaginary; Lacrymosa; Lies; Lithium; Snow White Queen; Sweet Sacrifice
Ewelina Flinta – Żałuję
Garbage – Milk; Run Baby Run, Vow
Gosia Andrzejewicz – Pozwól żyć
Guano Apes – You Can’t Stop Me
Him – Right Here in My Arms; The Funeral of Hearts; Wicked Game
Hunchback of Notre Dame OST – Heaven’s Light/Hellfire
In-Grid – Tu Es Foutu
Izabela Trojanowska – Jestem twoim grzechem
Johnny Cash – Hurt
Jonathan Davis – Love on the Rocks
Joy Division – She’s Lost Control
Justin Timberlake – Cry Me a River
Kasia Kowalska – Antidotum; Pieprz i sól
Kayah – Testosteron
Kayah & Bregovic – Jeśli Bóg istnieje; Śij kochanie, śij
KoRn – Bitch We Got a Problem; Counting on Me; Divine; Good God; Kiss; Lies; My Gift to You; Right Now; Thoughtless;
Kult – Dziewczyna bez zęba na przedzie
Lady Pank – Kryzysowa narzeczona; Tacy sami
Limp Bizkit – Nobody Like You; Take a Look Around
Linkin Park – In the End; Lying From You; New Divide; Numb; Papercut; PTS. Of Athry; Pushing Me Away; 1stp Klosr
Lita Ford & Ozzy Osbourne – Close My Eyes Forever
Lombard – Mam dość
Lordi – It Snows In Hell
Łzy – Gdybyś był; Puste słowa
Madonna – Frozen
Marilyn Manson – Heart-Shaped Glasses; Sweet Dreams; Tainted Love
Metallica – Shoot Me Again; St. Anger; The Unforgiven (I & II)
Morcheeba – Otherwise
Muse – Hysteria
Nelly Furtado – Say It Right
Nickelback – How You Remind Me
Nightwish – Bye Bye Beautiful; She Is My Sin; Wish I Had an Angel
Nirvana – Rape Me
Oh Laura – Release Me
OneRepublic – Apologize
Paramore – Decode
Pink – Just Like a Pill
P.O.D. – Will You
Prodigy – Smack My Bitch Up
Pudelsi – Nigdy więcej
Puff Daddy & Jimmy Page – Come With Me
Rammstein – Wo bist du
Robyn – With Every Heartbeat
September – Cry For You
Sheryl Crow – Tomorrow Never Dies
Sisters of Mercy – More
Sting & The Police – Every Breath You Take
Sweet Noise – Nie było
Tatu – Beliy Plaschik; Show Me Love
Tatu & Rammstein – Odno I To Zhe
The Beatles – For No One; Yesterday
The Cranberries – Zombie
The Rasmus – Funeral Song; Guilty
Three Days Grace – I Hate Everything About You
U2 – With or Without You
Within Temptation – Angels; What Have You Done
Wolfsheim – Kein Zuruck